a few months ago, i remember reading the most beautiful huffington post article and feeling my heart break just a little bit as i realised that i had not taken the time to sit back and appreciate all the little things T did before he grew up. i had unknowlingly experienced the last time he would ever spend the night sleeping on my chest and the last time he would suck on my finger with his smooth little gums, the last time he would sleep through anything and the last time i would put him somewhere and he would still be there when i turned around. i miss these little things; he is growing up so quickly and i just can’t believe it!
so last night, when he was not his awesome and happy little self at 4am, i jumped at the opportunity to drag him into bed with him and cuddle the rest of the night away. the little darling even crawled up on my chest and slept there for a few hours just for me. thanks for giving me this one last time baby. i love you.